Tuesday, April 18, 2006


Yesterday I met my favorite friend...
Actually he's not a common friend, he's more than a friend.....He also my idol, my role model,my personal advisor,my reminder, and my problem solver^-^!Lately He has became a kingpin, bigwig, foremost person in my life

I dunno how we can get along, perhaps coz I always feel free and love to share anything and throw out my humble complicated tought with him. He's kinda extremely trustworthy person. I thought his vision is broad, his heart is big, his mind is strong. Discuss, share, chitchat with him is quite enough to lighten my life, and encouraged myself to be more better and better. Sharing with him gave me a little more hope in everything no matter it was what I'd dreamed about or what I'd had nightmares about. Yet, it seems he had also became my stabilizer, so many times i broke down and he always raise me up.

Still wondering how could....
His peacefull eyes
calm me down
His smiling face
turn my cloudy day into shiny bright sky
His magic words
took my sadness away

For me..he's more than word can say :-)

Thanks GOD to let me know
one of your best creature
Thanks GOD to send me
one of your angel
Thanks GOD to get me close to
one of A FEW GOOD MEN.....

:thanks prof; you are a great man:

Monday, April 17, 2006


Aku menyadari bahwa sebetulnya aku sangat naif.
"Kalau orang memahami kita dan mempercayai kita, maka luka hati akan sembuh".
Itu hanyalah cerita dari negeri dongeng.
Meski kita berhasil mengatasi masa lalu dan menjadi bahagia,
rasa sakit itu akan tetap tinggal.
Karena aku tak pernah mengalami apa yang telah dirasakannya...
Aku "tak bisa memahaminya..."

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Il Pleut

Il pleut
J’aime beaucoup le pleut

From the window of my room in the office I can see a beautiful scene of rainy day. Pufh… it must be damn cold outside. Sometime I’m wondering what peoples doing when It thunderstorming, raining, foggy and freezing outside.
to be continued.......

Wednesday, April 05, 2006


Louis Kahn said
"even a brick wants to be something"
A brick wants to be something

It aspires

Even a common, ordinary brick...
wants to be something more than it is
It wants to be something better than it is

That is what we must be.......

::taken from my favorite movie "Indecent Proposal"::

20 something

Last Saturday, my lovely friend from Jakarta visited me. It was so nice to spend my day chatting with smarty fun friend. We talked much about our life….mostly still about Quarter – life Crisis (lately this topic has became our most favorite stuff to discuss). Yup…of course that’s because currently we are facing our twenty something crisis. We had discussed the same old thing couple of times, and still never get bored, dunno why, perhaps coz we always lustful to disclosure these thing to share with. It seems this is gonna be one of never ending case till we get thirty :D. Actually this topic is awfully popular nowadays. There are so many novel concerning to this topic had published. And I had read some :D.... Accidentally last night, I found an inspiring article which related to this topic in my document….but unfortunately, I had forgot where did I get this article. Anyway thanks to the author where and who ever you are. Here’s I attach the article….so welcome to quarter life zone :D

Being Twenty-Something: they call it the "Quarter-life Cris,is." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are a lot of things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like.

You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you do not realize is that they are realizing it as well and not really cold or catty or mean or insincere, but they just as confused as you.

You look at your job. It is not even close to what you thought you would be doing or maybe you are looking for one and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and are scared. You miss the comforts of college, of groups, of socializing with the same people on a constant basis. But then you realize that maybe they weren't so great after all.

You are beginning to understand yourself and what you want and do not want. Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging a bit more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and add things to your list of what is acceptable and what is not. You are insecure and then secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you and wondering why you can't meet anyone decent enough to get to know better. You love someone but maybe love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you are not a bad person. Random hook ups start to look cheap and getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic.

You go through the same emotions and questions over and over and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about loans and money and the future and making a life for yourself and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!

What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.

Monday, April 03, 2006


J’aime l’appelle cherie
Quelqu’un m’appelle cherie
J’aime quelqu’un qui m’appelle

:mon premiere poet en france:


Aku sedang jatuh cinta
Rasanya sakit sekali
Tapi aku ingin merasakan sakit ini selamanya…



Aku mencintaimu…
Karna aku sudah kehabisan cara
untuk membencimu…



kuncup bunga mungil yang belum punya nama
kuncup mungil yang berusaha bertahan
mencari impian, menanti saatnya bunga mekar
dibawah langit yang cerah.........


About Me

When I was kid my dad said that I’m a cute little girl :D! But now I’m just an ordinary girl with d nice smile and so many dreams, a bit short, just about 150 cm maybe??? With a dimple on my right cheek (and proud with it!), round brown eyes (eager to hev blue.... :P), ... black short hair... anddd puff…cant describe my self well!!

That's about the physics side! Inside of me.... I’m a girl that’s no more daddy's little girl... Now I’m a girl who's trying to enjoy life, love being spoiled, prefer rain than sunshine, a bit moody sometime, friendly, stubborn, love read and write, romantic (the very), niceeee, looveee to have lotta friends ,open minded, very unpredictable, and yet complicated... ! First impression of me is almost always wrong, so you'll need to meet me in person, for a longer duration than 5 seconds at least to know who I am.

Well...shortly that’s a simply me……:D , for further I love someone who thinks friendship is a valuable thing, counting stars, brownies, red and black, windows shopping, noodles, smell of wet soil after the rain, coffee, Tom Hank, dreaming, read while listening the music, Manchester United, vacation then watching TV all day long, teasing, roses, playing computer games, traveling, romantic movie, sleeping, Nokia, Julia Robert’s smile, sunset and sunrise, fall and spring, ocean and mountain bla…bla….bla….

Uhm....thats a bit about me….an ordinary girl named Vee